I miss seeing granddad
i miss hearing his voice...
If i was to die tonight
would anyone care...
I hold my teddy bear
i hold it close...
I'm sorry i cut you
i cut you that deep...
You know the feeling you get
when you walk into a room...
I have come to the thought
that this life is not right...
The color red
all through my mind...
The sadness around me
is closing in...
I'm sorry i caused you
so much pain...
My heart feels so shattered
like the broken glass...
I'm sorry for the pressure
and I'm sorry for the pain...
I hear voices in my mind
i hear the clock and its heart braking chime...