I glance outside my window,
looking past the hedgerow...

All I can do is smile,
& pretend that I'm ok...

You'll never know the life I've lived,
or how many tears I've cried...

Within each heart beat there is a pain.
For every swallow the pain will gain...

Watching my reflection fall and crash,
like a feeling of whip-lash...

I'm labeled suicidal,
with the scars on my wrist...

I'm sad that you left.
You left me all alone...

I look into the mirror,
and I don't see my reflection...

The candles's burning low.
I don't wanna go on anymore...

Leaning over the fence,
I look down below...

Swallow free from will.
Just take the god damn pill...

Care to ask why I can't stand to be around?
Because I hurt so deeply...