Questioning life
Questioning death...

Cold and hard
His heart is...

I can't escape myself
Trapt in my never ending misery...

Thinking about him again
My heart tears in two...

I'm going to try
To tell you how much...

Many colors
Many tastes...

As the moon rises,
All the dark creatures come out...

I hide deep in the shadows
In places that even the moonlight cant reach...

Finally letting go
His picture burns in front of me...

Fluffy black coat
Deep blue eyes...

I sit here alone
In the cold...

Sitting at the bottom of the shower
Watching the blood rush out of my arm...