If the universe goes on forever, then where is it going?

I cut because then only then do I know that I'm not DREAMING a nightmare but im actually PART of the nightmare we call life.

I wish I could just forget the bad in my past so i wouldnt be what i am today, so i wouldnt feel so bad that i would rather die than live or rather cut then love...

As i sat there with the gun i thought "now what have i done to improve this world? What impact have i made so ill be something when im gone?"

Why do we put ourselves through so much pain to try a true love that might not even be there?

When i had no one...music was there
When i couldnt show my emotion...music could

So what would happen if we made the unthinkable thinkable and the thinkable the unthinkable?

When i see you it feels like my soul is flyng when my feet are still on the ground...

What's worse: Knowing that yout going to die a painfilled death soon but have many friends or living a long life with no one?

I'm not afraid of the darkness...I'm apart of it