I've seen the back of your head
enough to know the shape of someone...
I liked to blame others
Because we aren't supposed to be the villain in...
It feels like I've never gotten what I wanted.
Or more like I never will again...
I've been casting around the past to try and...
And why it took me so many years to offer others...
Nothing I do right now means anything to me
Or to anyone else, for that matter...
It never quite feels like Christmas anymore;
Cynicism curb stomped the hell out of my hopes...
I never meant to die so bitter
But it looks like I'm going to...
Abuse is quiet.
It's a quiet thing...
At our best we would have been just a far cry from...
At our worst you could have cemented the...
Suddenly, life.
Suddenly, trying to find a way to pass the time...
I'll never be this happy again,
I'll never be this free...
You were a high I could never come down from
And I found some kinds of sadness I could treat...