I told you, I'd come back. So here I am. But the truth is, I never left.

And when I had the strength to call your name, I had the weakness to break down infront of you. Babe, watching you walk up to me brought back all the memories and made me think of what I've lost. </3

Him: you always make my life great babe
me: ..and miserable
him: but at the end of the day.... i love you paula
me: but the very next day, you can't help yourself if you doubt
him: but my love for you always wins.
[actual convo] <3 *//its love.

She's good at pretending until you came. she pretended she liked you, and she fooled everybody when she cried. even though she wasn't trying cause those tears wasn't from pretending but from pain.

Would I sound stupid if I tell you "the only reason I can't get over you is because of my depressing dreams thats seems to haunt me EVERYNiGHT since you left."?

I don't understand why everytime he leaves me, problems always come and never seem to go, unless we're back together. is he really "the one"?

I don't cut myself just to get noticed. But if you do give some of your attention, make sure I'll be accepting comfort, not criticizms nor lectures. Cause darling, you don't know the fact that it unfortunately adds more pain.

Admitting 2 sumbody u injure yourself is lyk telling 'em ur biggest&deepest secret ever. u'd be upset if they'll share it w/others, u'd be embarass & u can't trust them like how u used to. even tho they care, they xud kno their limitations.

Hunny, I want you to know that when I admit to you the fact that I injure myself is that I trust you because I believe you'll understand and not criticize me like how others do.

I was misunderstood, that's why I injure myself. Now they know about it, they still don't understand me. THEY NEVER WiLL.