I'm the type of girl who can't live for more than a month without a boyfriend... just because I want to feel wanted & love.

There will always be a certain guy who can make you do EVERYTHiNG.

Despite the 'perfect little girl' portrayal: i go through life alone.

&& so far, the guy that makes my heart skip a beat for a day won`t be able to do it forever; but I`m still waiting.

I actually had to take my glasses off so the image of the person I once loved with all my heart won't be clear enough to remind me of all the pain I went through.

Its how I can recognize its him even if he looks different in a 90x10 pixel picture that makes me think he really is somebody special.

Remember last night, when you kissed me & remember this morning what my reaction was when I found out, you're actually with somebody.

&& little did I know, while you were talking to me on the phone, you were actually on myspace, commenting a revealing girl's picture - who's actually my friend.

[ 10:34pm ; 2/16/08 ]
me: are you bored?
him: no, im not. im never bored when im talkin to you.

Him: knock knock
me: who's there?
him: paula
me: paula who?
him: paula i love you

me: knock knock
him: who's there?
me: kevin
him: kevin who?
me: kevin i love you too

[ it really happened. ] <3