It's like I'm trapped inside my own body
And the fake me wears the mask...
It reads STUPID on my forehead
Like a huge florescent sign...
It was never supposed to be this way
I'm trying so hard to be strong...
His lips were enticing
They called out my name...
If ever there was a wonderful person
It would have to be you...
It was the first time you told me
The first time I heard...
You're my best friend
So I love you...
How is it that you can love someone so much
And they don't you love you the same way...
I wish I could go back
To the days when I was happy...
I feel like a little girl
All I can do is smile...
I lose my mind
The longer I stay...
I don't know why I try so hard
I feel like I waste my time...