I don't know what this is I'm feeling
Or why my heads is still spinning around...

I sit here, forever, just waiting...
Hoping,praying, and anticipating...

We have never met
but I feel like I miss you already...

Dear God or whomever you are...
Why do you hate me so much...

This room is getting smaller, each breath a bit...
Found the bottom and there's nowhere to escape...

Love.
Such a small word for such a big feeling...

No amount of love,
Nor compassion...

I've been here a million times before
Where shadows and lights blend in...

Who are you to judge anyone?
Lying your way through life won't last...

I should get up and run
But that won't fix a damn thing...

This place is dark, unwelcoming and cold
Full of loud noises and polluted smells...

I cry these tears of pain and anguish
I push at these walls surrounding me...