I wish I could promise you that I'll be around.
I wish I could express myself but I cant make a...

These choices keep staring me right in the face
Threatening to change me and the path I take...

What is it like to not be angry all the time?
What is it like to not feel you could never get...

There's so much that I have missed
But I guess I got tired of waiting...

Throw away the towel and say what's on your mind
Time has come and gone and nothing real has been...

Been a long year without you by my side
Always thought the pain would never divide...

Flaming soul like dry wood to fire
Arms and legs weaken at the very fall...

Surrounded by the reminder of this old pain
I struggle to find the right words again...

How can I be happy to be a human being?
When all my senses have been dulled away...

Sometimes I forget what it's like
To be human anymore...

You're always sitting in the back of the room
Dreaming of a day when things will be okay...

So how does it feel to be a fake?
To never give back, only to take...