Inside this twisted mind lies thoughts too insane
Tortured remains of another past memory bring pain...
Tell me what it is I need to do to make you see
Your expectations are higher than I can reach...
Feel like I should jump off a cliff
Just lose control of all my mind's worries...
Dear God,
I know I havent talked to you in a little while...
Things aren't the same as they are in my head
You placed the weight of a thousands bricks ontop...
Eyes wide open and staring back at me
Light hits the blue until it's all that I can see...
These thoughts keep running from my head
Each one exposed to the stench of the air all...
I wish I knew what the hell I wanted
Feeling so lost, jaded and haunted...
Fading back into the crowd
As you put the mask back on...
I'm stuck on a boat in the middle of the ocean
Floating on water as black as the blackest tar...
This torn black world has fallen apart
Hear as the angels above begin to weep...
I feel in your eyes you have something more than...
Wipe away those heavy tears and soon you will see...