Wasting away in these shadows
As my rationale thoughts dissolve away in the wind...
One step forward, ten steps back
Easily forgotten in a world full of clutter...
This place is dark, unwelcoming and cold
Full of loud noises and polluted smells...
There are no other options left
There is no one to hear my cries...
This heaviness consumes my very soul
Like a blanket of sadness weighing me down...
I cry these tears of pain and anguish
I push at these walls surrounding me...
I don't know what this is I'm feeling
Or why my heads is still spinning around...
I miss our past so much it hurts
Memories of us haunt me everyday...
I'm stuck on a boat in the middle of the ocean
Floating on water as black as the blackest tar...
These thoughts slowly consume me,
Whenever the silence is overwhelming...
I am always the one who is to blame
I am always the one who starts this mess...
Insanity wraps itself around my head
Twisted thoughts consuming me...