I need a break from this anger I've been feeling
Hate's a bitter pill too hard to swallow all...
You've held back for too long
And now the dam has broken away...
I wish I knew what the hell I wanted
Feeling so lost, jaded and haunted...
Fading back into the crowd
As you put the mask back on...
The time keeps ticking by
As your fake walls fall down...
In my heart and my mind these thoughts stab at me
Bleeding out my soul until I'm drowing in the pain...
Cold rain falls upon the hard ground
Covering the earth with its wet touch...
Feel like I should jump off a cliff
Just lose control of all my mind's worries...
What is it like to not be angry all the time?
What is it like to not feel you could never get...
This facade is becoming all I am inside
Dissolving the real face it's just supposed to...
Surrounded by the reminder of this old pain
I struggle to find the right words again...
How can I be happy to be a human being?
When all my senses have been dulled away...