Like honest confessions from a compulsive liar
I set fires while dancing in the rain...
I'm sitting here alone in my room
I can hear their laughter, their voices...
In between the shadows of isolation
Twisting like a disease inside this vast soul...
I had dreams of a day when I would feel okay
I had hopes that after a while, this pain would go...
Falling endlessly,
through these shattered skies...
You talk to me with an air of arrogance
Like a predator on top of the food chain...
Did I make the right choices?
Am I seeing what I'm supposed to see...
I am always the one who is to blame
I am always the one who starts this mess...
Eyes wide open and staring back at me
Light hits the blue until it's all that I can see...
Standing on this pile of dirt called Earth
Floating in an endless space...
With age comes the reality
that life is just another perception...
Dear father,
What would you think of me if I chose to leave...