&& its another night where she will cry herself to sleep.. hoping this pain will go away.

As i sit here and think about you, my eyes fill with tears.. people tell me you arent worth my time.. but truth is ; you are my everything and i will always love you... even if i cant have you as mine..

& she often wonders.. if she were to runaway.. would anyone notice? </3

; i need a new pen pal ? anyone ?? :)

& i want you to tell me the truth, did you know i was fragile ? you made me fall in love with you just so you could break my heart? was everything you ever said to me just a bunch of lies?

Your an a hole, you got nothing to say to that, i told you how i truly felt, well f you & f her too..

& nobody knows it but me, but i think i have fallen for you & it kinda hurts knowing you may never know, cause i will always be too afraid to tell you..

&& i said my goodbye
& i hope i dont see you
again cause i know
most likely i will cry
</3

As i catch myself falling for you, you're my bestfriends brother & im not sure if its right, but you know how to make me happy, you always know the right things to say, & i wonder if we will ever be, someday..

F;you , why did you lead me on to just f;ing break my heart, a;hole </3 honestly i did love you...