I'm not sure when it happened,
or even why for that matter...
The incredible part about it,
was nothing about it was incredible...
Today he said he was going to see me,
my heart fluttered like it had before...
It's funny how the littlest thing,
can set you back...
"You started to cry and said,
"If you leave, it's okay. I know why,"...
I give my heart to you,
because it's all I have to give...
You're finally living your life,
& just for you...
Once upon a time,
jealousy hurt...
There was a time,
I had adorned wings...
Run to the bathroom,
slam the door...
& Are you only loving me,
because she isn't here to do it...
I think about all those times,
all those memories I'm so missing...