I am a terrific liar if you really think,
that I'm happy with being 'just friends.'

The only thing worse than a broken heart,
is knowing you would do it all over again,
just for him.

& as they both lie in different fields,
staring at the same night sky.
The same thought is repeating in their minds,
why they didnt even try.

Drugs add up,
all I can do is cry,
hiding under my covers-wanting to die.
Now that words I speak slure slowly as my heart beats fast,
How can life be so short,
but love always last?

She hides the pain and cries at night,
knowing that being without you is killing her inside.

Its a nightly ritual;
I sit in my room and I read all those pathetic little notes you wrote me as I cry eith every word I read. Every word that was a lie.

I'm not going to cry,
& I won't beg you to stay.
If your so determined to leave,
I will not stand in your way.

He says it doesn't hurt him,
he says it's fine.
He says he wants me to be happy,
but deep down,
its crushing him to pieces.
Its killing him to see me happy,
& he knows I am never coming back.

The pain from loss is passing,
but the happiness of true love stays strong,
& although we were both hurt in the end,
loving you was never wrong.

You hold me close & love me dear,
& not loving you is my biggest fear.