Its messing me up so much,
knowing everything I ever wanted...

Everyone keeps saying,
What do you see in him...

There is this thing about you,
that makes my insides tingle...

It is now..that I know..I must take my last bow...
Give up what I love..&& who I love...

I've dug a hole..
&& I kinda fell in...

I Lie in my bed..
My body is calm..&& tired...

I keep thinking of how the day will go..
when i finally tell you...

Its so hard now a days looking into your eyes,
And convincing myself that your not beautiful...

Your sweet tender skin,
brushes past my unconscious hand...

I cant sleep much anymore,
ever since you walked out of my life...

It feels easier to breathe when the airs knocked...
when there's nothing left to hold onto...