Im falling down a deep hole,
and i can feel the breath in me being knocked out...
I despise the fact that i dont notice anymore,
how often you make my heart sink to the floor...
I know that when my heart beats,
It beats even faster, when your near by...
I'm surprised you cant see,
all the lies behind me...
You make it damn well near impossible to live,
but you make the thoughts of being dead silent...
People were racing,
heart rapidly beating...
I cant sleep much anymore,
ever since you walked out of my life...
Your sweet tender skin,
brushes past my unconscious hand...
Its so hard now a days looking into your eyes,
And convincing myself that your not beautiful...
I tired everything i thought would impress you.
i cared five times more for you...
If you promise not to tell anyone..
promise not to leave me because of the truth...
I keep thinking of how the day will go..
when i finally tell you...