A gun to my head
a knife to my wrist...

A broken heart
a shattered soul...

I kiss your lips
and hold you close...

Lost in a world that doesnt understand
pushing away all the people who love me the most...

My thoughts stray to you
kinda like they always do...

Why not rip out my heart
replace it with something more practical...

It feels like when you look at me youre not really...
you see a friend...

I look down from this cliff.
i see it all lay before me...

I will not do this anymore.
I cannot do this anymore...

The years i have spent
The bridges i have burned...

For 2 years i fought the need to rip myself apart
i tried to find new ways to cope...

The sun is setting even as a fight to reach it.
I thrust myself against it but it only burns my...