My name is Nikki and I just recently got a new account for this website. I deleted my old one because one of my ex-boyfriends got my password and was going through all of my stuff. I am 18 years old, and just graduated Roland high school in Roland Oklahoma. I have a one year old little boy named Dillon. Two years ago I was offered a ride home by my boyfriend's best friend. (My boyfriend was in military training in virginia at the time) On the way to my house (in the middle of nowhere) he pulled off the road and started talking to me. After only a few minutes of just talking about things, he ended up raping me in the backseat. He knew before school was out that i was pregnant, but he wouldnt have anything to do with it. Eventually he admitted it to my boyfriend, then changed his mind along with his story. My boyfriend ended up believing him over me and he left me too. It's been two years since that night and things got better. I now have a wonderful boyfriend who knows everything, and we plan on getting married sometime next year. But he has also had to put up with the depression i've suffered. Sometimes he doesnt know what to do because i will randomly start crying. Right now i am living with him and his parents because my mom doesnt believe me about the rape and we were constantly fighting. Now my family is fighting over who wants to keep Dillon until i get on my feet and get an apartment, and my mom keeps on asking for custody of him. I still havent decided what i'm going to do, but i need some support and none of my friends seem to support any of my decisions.