I blame myself for so many things
but I blame myself the most
for letting go of your hand and for walking away
when I still had the chance to grab it tight
and never let it go.

If only my friends could help me
the way I try to help them when they feel low

If only they would realize
how much I need them right now

If only
they did
But they just don't.

And why do I still care
when you don't ?

And sometimes
all you need is just a simple hug
from your bestest friend
to convince you everything will
be allright at the end
(cliche but oh so true)

We've reached the point
where there's no longer hope
We've reached the point
where forgetting is the only option left
We've reached the point
where there's no more you and me.

And the hardest thing to do
is to ignore all of those heartbreaking emotions
and to convince yourself
that forgetting him
is the only way you can destroy
that unbearable pain deep inside of you

You turned my life into this mess
You turned me into this wreck
And this pain will never ever go away
It's buried deep inside of me
and it's aching to get out

Amazing how this one boy
can controle your whole life
Amazing how this little crush
can turn into the biggest love of your life

Not even
the most beautiful boy in the world
could set my mind off of you.

I'm so over you.

At least,
that's what I've been telling myself