I didnt always feel like this
I wouldnt always do anything just for a kiss
I haven't always dreamt of those lips
I don't usually fall like this

I try so hard to be strong,
but I can only pretend for so long,
And baby I just wanna fall apart
into your arms,
but your no where to be found,
your gone.

I make mistakes.

Say all the wrong things.

Get confused.

And act like a b**ch...

But thats just cus im too scared to love you like I do</3

Your still the same guy
who lied
who cheated
who left only to come back
who has broken too many hearts
the one who has made tears come falling out of my eyes time after time
and the one who still has my heart after everything

Its not like I'm in love with the kid...In a couple of days I'll be over him...and there will be a new guy..new story and new drama

&& there you go walking past
our eyes meet for just a fast flash
of what we both knew we couldnt have
not knowing we were both what the other was wanting

Another day
Another site
holding hands
kissing goodbye
trying not to stare
pretending i didnt see
not letting anyone know
what you truley mean to me