I don't dare to speak out loud
The thought that makes me shout...

Behind my eyes there is something
But people pretend there is nothing...

My head is now spinning
The mind is slowly reeling...

Dark shadows play across my face
At the white graveyard I gaze...

Broken beer bottles,screams of fear
People staying outside say Oh dear...

As i stay thinking in the icy rain
I let myself washed with my pain...

I stand outside facing the cold rain
And I watch my lost life's train...

Thank you for being here with me
Thank you for letting me be...

I am thinking of a white graveyard
As I press over my veins a shard...

The rain slowly washes my face
My blood is mixed with water...

This days all I seem to bring is nothing but...
As my dreams are turning into a big pile of ruble...

I am trying to find the words
That will describe you the most...