Don't try to forget me,i really don't want to mess...
the pain will get deeper,by every cut.the blood...
Your so friendly,kind and loving.
you're one of a kind,different from others...
Promise me that you won't cry for me.
I need you to understand that I need to be free...
I'm standing here,until the time.
I'm so different,different from others...
I remember my mom and dad drinking.
i remember my mom and dad fighting...
This yearning in my heart.
this confusion in my head...
I wish I could have you just for one more day.
thinking of you again as I sit here and lay...
You know that I'm here.
Even if everythings about to disappear...
I had never stopped and realized
how lonely i would ever be...
I wish you could see the inside of me.
i wonder if you care to ask how can this be...
Why is there less sleep and more dreams??
feeling that it must be another god's demand...
To be with you is painful.
but you're not allowed to see...