I know im being selfish
for wanting all your time...
I try to laugh so the hurt wont show
keeping myself busy to ease the pain...
I held back as hard as I could
coz I didnt want her to see me cry...
When Im at my saddest I make rhymes
To express what I feel inside...
I went home to see you
its sad but you also went away...
I sacrificed my LOVE for her
And helped out a friend...
I know how imperfect i am
for not making you happy all the time...
I feel empty inside
as I lie on my bed...
I know she thinks my love is wrong
or that I didnt love her all along...
I believe in the word called us
in the things that we can do...
You tell me you care
but I just cant see...
I made a mistake
thinking I could be without her...