Im pushing you away...because im too scared to move forward...

Everytime i convince myself that you might actually care...you go ahead and prove me wrong!

I lay here and wonder
why am i worrying about the things that mean so little to me ... and i dont worry about the things that should...am i trying to forever hide pain i shud b letting out

I want you to love me instead of want me..

You said i wasnt fighting for us anymore...think about it! Were not supposed to be fighting..were together to compromise each other..and help one another out!

You say you know me unlike anybody else...so why didnt you know how much you hurt me?

To everyone who finds it hard to go on each day without the one you love by your side...
Buy the book "The Rules" Find it on amazon...i promise you it will change your life..and things will get that little bit easier

Right now my mind is speaking more than my heart .. although it hurts alot..i know its for the best because my hearts done me no good before ..

I shouldnt be sad that your gone .. but im glad im moving on to something i want ..

Your like an open wound, i try and forget that your there but still every action i take reminds me that you havent gone..