LOL means laugh out loud.
But you type it as you cry...

The small child reaches down, down, down,
And carefully he plucks a poppy, red and black...

My fingers hid
In his dark hair...

I town it in my lunch break
To find some nourishment...

I wish I could meet just one straight man
Who'd prove they're not just all the same...

Because you are my friend
I will not say a word...

I have been waiting for this day
But still I cannot handle it...