When will I wake up to know this is a grim lie i have told myselp: that i had a chance with you, that i could change you. when will i wake up from this awful nightmare?

(a little something from my poem 'when will i wake up'

If I could just say,you're the first person I've ever loved.We had a good run, but now its over.If i could just say,I've done a few things I regret.

[from my poem If I Could Just Say poem comment for poem comment!!!]

You might as well take a knife and stab me in the chest because it would be less painful then what your doing to me now.

I've spent too much money on alcohol,that will never erace you from my memory. A lot spent on drugs, that will never get me high enough to forget how much i love you.
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For every bruise he left on her body,she drank a glass of booze.For each time she cried,there was cut on her wrist that she had to hide. [from my poem. comment and ill comment back]