I'm worried about how i take
The thoughts i cant create...

Shallow and frozen
bleak yet not plain...

Smother me
with a pillow...

I count the moments I'm without you
my breath is in my chest...

I'm senile i don't believe in much of anything...
i have morbid but tasteful views on life...

Thoughts dance through my mind
of you of us of me and them...

Death be all you are to me,a broken chair a...

I tried to keep a smile, and let that laughter...
the tears i will not shed, but for a while at...

The mirrors i broke them to escape your eyes,every...

Heart beat picks up speed with the sound of your...
i know its a recording but its still your voice i...

Broken promises held in my fist
i try to hold on and let them redeem...

Why is pain so gratifying
And suffering cause me pleasure...