I'm scared to tell you how i feel
these feelings are so hard to reveal...

I haven't seen you for the first time in days
I'm so excited...

Cant we make up like the last time?
when hugs and kisses were the cure...

How do I keep going on with life
Pretending to be okay...

It must be nice
to go to the place you call home...

Day after day
We struggle even more...

The one thing i dread hit me hard today
i cried my eyes out...

I cant do this
all i feel for you is friend...

I used to be the sweetest thing
happy as can be...

I'm always scared to love
Ive been hurt to many times...

I get butterflies when i see your smile
i get nervous when we hug...

March 7, 2008
...This dreaded day I hate so much...