I'm stupid to even think
we will have a forever...

I get butterflies when i see your smile
i get nervous when we hug...

March 7, 2008
...This dreaded day I hate so much...

My lips hurt
its hard to speak...

This is my goodbye
i must stay strong...

I feel so neglected
especially by you...

I don't know what to do anymore
I cant take the pain your putting me through...

What if this is it?
What if its time to take the fall...

You were the only exception,
I swore id never fall in love...

Behind this laugh
is a frown...

10/4/07
being with you is the most awkward thing...

I'm scared
I'm tired...