Laying on my bed
trying to forget the past...
Just laying around looking for the answer
wondering if i don't deserve what you all seem to...
I just walk the halls
hoping not to run into you...
One cut
To cure the pain...
We keep going on
as if its all okay...
These walls look so familiar
They make me feel so weak...
You say you love me
so why put me through this...
Hidden behind a smile
I'm not okay...
Please say you care about me!
Please say that you love me...
How do I keep going on with life
Pretending to be okay...
I'm tired of pretending what you do is okay
its not right,its so unhealthy...
I hate being here
i hate feeling trapped...