Counting all the nights I spent alone
Remembering all the times I sat by the phone...

10/4/07
being with you is the most awkward thing...

Saying you love me
just throwing the words around...

Falling in my tears
telling myself it will be okay...

I never want to see you unhappy
i want you to move on...

Maybe they are right
Its time to just let it go...

I get butterflies when i see your smile
i get nervous when we hug...

A mother is someone
Who is always there...

Laying in bed
feeling nothing but pain...

I hate to have to admit it
but there is someone from the past...

I cant stay
Ive lied...

Trying to just get by
but its harder now...