Me: Look, I cant take this,Im done!
Him: Baby Why are you giving up on us?!?!
Me: Im not giving up..Im finally letting go!
Him: Why?? I need you
Me: You should of thought about that before you told *her* the same thing you told me...</3

"Will I be happy? Sure..
Will I be just as happy, as had I been with the man that I truly loved? No, never..."

-Something A Friend Once Told Me-

Got A Bottle Of Pills Filled To The Top..
Now I Dont Care About Life,
Nothing But pain since he has left...
So ill just let it stop

</3

Its too the point..being without you totally destroys me
But being with you breaks me into little tiny pieces....
I just have to figure out which one hurts more...</3

& Its funny how after he breaks my hearts, all he can manage to say is "Im sorry"
Like, just because he apologized everything is okay....
He always expect his "sorry" to makes things better...Why cant he see it doesnt?

&& its funny how the littles arguments he used to pick with me..made me so angry..but now that I can no longer say we are together...Ive been dying to atleast argue with him one last time...just to hear his comforting voice

...He has blocked his friends out of his life..he has thought about suicide..
Ive tried calling him...His life doesnt have to be this way..Ill come back...If he needs me...I love him && I just want to see him happy...<3

Ive sat here replaying all the old voicemails you left me...as tears slowly fall down my cheecks </3
...Its the only way I hear your voice anymore ='[

I guess what they say is true "You never realize whay you have till its gone"....I just wish I still had it because I knew what I had since the day I fell in love with him...I just want him to come back </3

In the beginning I thought Loving you hurt..Now that I've finally let go..I see now, That its killing me to be without you </3