There does come a time when you lose the one dearest to you...
Hell Yea, it hurts
But what else can you do?

Its been about a month since we have been apart && it still hurts more than anything to know you wont even think twice to check up on me to see how my life is without you....?

By the way Im more than totally
B R O K E N without you

Maybe I was a little grumpy some days,
Maybe I said mean things,
&& yea I may have done things to piss you off
But put that all aside
&& I sware to you,
That you'll never find someone who loves you as much as I do <3

While other girls doodle hearts,
I doodle tiny stars...
There just my little wishes for everything to somehow be O K A Y

No Matter What Happens...I sware I wont let it get the best of me anymore
</3

I still remember that night so vividly....
I cryed my eyes out in your shirt,
Your arms wrapped around me,
&& You whipsered..."I will always Love you"

</3

When I see your number
I lose my breathe & I smile the whole conversation
&& When we say "Goodnight, Sweet Dreams" a little part of me crys
&& I just pray You'll call again tomorrow

Maybe I dont cry because I miss him,
Maybe I cry because I just want to forget him </3

&& Truth is..The only reason I even looked twice at you,
was because you reminded me of H I M <3

Honsetly I cry because Im scared,
You'll find someother girl to Love
& promise her the same things [[WE]] promised
</3