I never knew the pain would hurt this much </3

I let you too far in
Only for you to break me inside from out
There should have been a warning
This cant be what Love is about?!?!

How could someone I love so much...
Hurt me this bad???

I cant even listen to the radio anymore,
Because somehow each song puts me back to the time,
When I was in the passenger's seat of your mustang as you sung all the words to me....

Him: Your her
Me: Who???
Him: The Love of my life
...........
Latley I have been spending each restless night replaying that convo in my head...
&& all I want to know is WHAT HAPPENED?

Everyday around this time..I cry
&& Its all because I know at this exact second your hugging her and walking her to her bus && letting her know she is your everything
If only she knew you were planning to break her heart too....?

I want to grow old with you...
And die on the very same day
Because even one day without you
Is enough to take my breath away.

-Not Mine-
I just loved it though

Me: Baby, Im jealous of her!
Him: What for!??!
Me: I can tell...she is taking your love away from me
Him: You know I love you
Me: Shaun a girl knows when you look into her eyes and see's someone else...
Him: *cry* Im sorry..I didnt want it to happen

Im so sick of not hearing
"I love you too"
Im so sick of crying my eyes out...
Knowing each worthless drop is for you...!

Im so sick of missing you...!
So sick of not seeing your face...!
So hurt by your decision..
To leave me alone in this place!