Once I found out you were with her I cryed...
Then I laughed Because She could never Love you Like I do!

Isn't it just the funniest thing to finally think your getting over him..
Until the smallest things remind you of the times you Two were together..
&& All the pain comes rushing back..
You end up Missing him all over again </3

Isnt it funny how there is this one thing you HATE about him...
But once your no longer together,
Thats the one thing you miss so much...</3

Friend: Wow, With John you look so happy for the first time since you && Shaun broke up
Me: *smile* Nah
Friend: Seriously..
Me: Maybe I'm just tired of crying over him...I just want to be happy!

He held me tight,
Wiped my tears,
&& promised he would always love me
<3

[[I Love You Shaun]]

How can you sit there,
Looking me in the eyes
&& tell me nothings changed
Damn, I may not be the most sensable person..
But Im not blind Shaun!

I woke up Happy knowing I was finally over you
Then once I got to school
I saw you kiss her
&& My heart just fell apart all over again...

[[I guess I lied to myself so much..I though it was true]]..Oh wait i learned that from you!

One minute your kissing me && telling me im your everything...
The next you hate me && want nothing to do with me
...Its like this rollacoaster...
&& Im just not enjoying the ride anymore </3

Its funny how you were once the person I Loved So Much
...Yet you made it to the point I had enough....I had to leave...

& she just doesnrt want to beleive he would do this to her..she cant believe he would want to hurt her...& thats whats tearing her up inside..</3