&& She sits there staring at her phone...
Waiting for the one ringtone that made her heart jump..the one ringtone that made her smile...The one ringtone that gave her butterflies
The one ringtone that belonged to H I M
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&& They all keep telling me..."If he comes back, Then its ment to be"
....The funny thing is, They all seem to forget to mention what happens if he doesnt make it back to me....?

There does come a time when you lose the one dearest to you...
Hell Yea, it hurts
But what else can you do?

Don't sit here and play with my heart!
Don't hate me when I finally move on..
&& Let someone else fix what you tore apart </3

Boy did I not know
It would be so hard
So Damn hard...to just let go

"Will I be happy? Sure..
Will I be just as happy, as had I been with the man that I truly loved? No, never..."

-Something A Friend Once Told Me-

Got A Bottle Of Pills Filled To The Top..
Now I Dont Care About Life,
Nothing But pain since he has left...
So ill just let it stop

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Its too the point..being without you totally destroys me
But being with you breaks me into little tiny pieces....
I just have to figure out which one hurts more...</3

& Its funny how after he breaks my hearts, all he can manage to say is "Im sorry"
Like, just because he apologized everything is okay....
He always expect his "sorry" to makes things better...Why cant he see it doesnt?

&& its funny how the littles arguments he used to pick with me..made me so angry..but now that I can no longer say we are together...Ive been dying to atleast argue with him one last time...just to hear his comforting voice