...He has blocked his friends out of his life..he has thought about suicide..
Ive tried calling him...His life doesnt have to be this way..Ill come back...If he needs me...I love him && I just want to see him happy...<3

Ive sat here replaying all the old voicemails you left me...as tears slowly fall down my cheecks </3
...Its the only way I hear your voice anymore ='[

I guess what they say is true "You never realize whay you have till its gone"....I just wish I still had it because I knew what I had since the day I fell in love with him...I just want him to come back </3

In the beginning I thought Loving you hurt..Now that I've finally let go..I see now, That its killing me to be without you </3

Its been about a month since we have been apart && it still hurts more than anything to know you wont even think twice to check up on me to see how my life is without you....?

By the way Im more than totally
B R O K E N without you

Maybe I was a little grumpy some days,
Maybe I said mean things,
&& yea I may have done things to piss you off
But put that all aside
&& I sware to you,
That you'll never find someone who loves you as much as I do <3

If you only knew what I felt for you...
Maybe you would have held on tighter
Maybe even Fought a little harder
Or been a Little Smarter
But now,
You're going to miss my L O V E

-----------> </3

Maybe it was supposed to happen like this..
Girl meets boy,
Girl falls for boy more & more each day
& Boy feel for girl more day by day, They Loved, They promised Forever...
& Then all of a sudden Boy didnt love girl like he used too...

Every body i ever cared for is walking out on me && it hurts

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"How do I love you & not want to be with you"...he said as he looked into my eyes
....I burst into tears....
Who would have thought those words would have hurt me like this.....?
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