She looked him in the eyes & said "you are permanent for me"
& he said "so why dont you act like it"
she replied "..because I am not permanent for you.."

...how do i not hurt him? he is like my "Jacob" from twighlight...he is crazy for me...while i sit and pray i could feel l the same way...he stays around for me, while i break his heart....

I wish it was still easy to love you...
but its just not and I dont know how to go back anymore....

& at some point along the road i realized "im sorry" just wasnt good enough...it doesnt take the pain away...

She throws another glass,
Just to hear the noise.
The silence screams the truth,
She is trying so hard to avoid..

You [w e r e] the only exception...