Today was unexpected,
Yet it happened all the same...

The knife has reached,
My skin before...

I lay here alone in the dark,
Remembering how i felt at the start...

In this house..the music going loud,
Cold chills but i like being all alone...

Red rose a bleeding,
Burned black rose the ash...

Countless times,
My heart has ached...

Sleepless nights,
Red rimmed eyes...

Invisible i stand,
I cry i weep...

Why do you love me?
Will you or i ever know...

It makes me sick to think,
I treat you so bad, coz i do...

Its not funny when it hurts,
But you laugh anyway...

I never lied to you,
Never said a hurtful word...