The night has held me,
In it's capture tight...

Days i filled with hope,
With pride, dignity...

Contemplated death...
Seems so many ways...

The walls have been caved,
There's blood on the floor...

I lay here alone in the dark,
Remembering how i felt at the start...

Thought you were the one for me,
Cant believed i actually believed you...

I'm trying to find words,
That explain how i feel...

My family fights,
I cry...

Its not funny when it hurts,
But you laugh anyway...

I hate the way you look at me,
I hate the way you speak...

Countless times,
My heart has ached...

He looks in my direction,
So i turn and look away...