Darkness creeps in from every angle
I feel so lost, my words are tangled...
My heart is on a spin
on a ride my mind cant win...
When things are dark and quiet
as i'm sitting on my bed...
I cannot breathe
I can't look down...
I'm not looking for your sympathy
I just wish you'd let go of me...
I am a monster, everything I touch turns to rust
I am a monster, because to everyone I love I'm not...
Sandwiched between life and despair
You are my oldest fear...
Death the eternal sleep
Loneliness...
I don't care how bad you look tonight
The flowers bloom for you...
Im sitting here thinking of you
im wondering what i can do...
He's calling her name, in the back of her mind
She's twisting and crying, a pain undefined...
So hard to say goodbye to everything I knew
I don't know where to go, don't know what to do...
Tired eyes,
Shattered lies...
No reply when I call
You scare me...
So deep into his love, I sank
it's too late to turn around...
Just watch me break
just watch me bleed...
I want to be the one
that talks to you on the phone for hours...
...and so she looked into those eyes
though it was hard, she did not cry...
Could I end this heartache, this feeling of...
Could I forget all the lies, these moments of...
A 1000 unanswered questions,
Running trough my head...
"This is a letter to the ones who never cared
If you are reading this it means I'm no longer...
I try not to smile, to act so nice
so I try to put on my only disguise...
I could never save you
you could never change...
Maybe letting go of you
is my only choice...
I wake from dreaming,
I brush my hair...
Love can make you feel things you've never felt...
Love can lead you places where there's no reason...
There's someone in my mirror
staring back at me...
She buried me so deep
I can hardly breathe...
She never saw
the tears fall from my eyes...
From the way you shut me down
how u always tried to avoid me...
I think I've found the love of my life,
The boy of my dreams...