On unsteady feet I stand up to face you,
to hear what the jury has decided...
'round the merry-go-round we go
revolving in circles...
As i sit here and re minis
on what used to be...
The time I feared is past
My birthday has been and gone...
There is this one little girl
Who makes me cry...
She heard the sirens of the ambulance. Then fell...
When she woke up, the doctor was standing over...
Daddy's little pride and joy.
A little girl, just hoping her daddy would...
I smell the poison on your lips
See the tears from your eyes...
Burned card box does not unfold
Even if you say that your love will...
Dear Mommy,
A boy brought a gun to school...
A touch to be felt,
A kiss that's been given...
Why did it have to be you?
Who left this sinful world...
Daddy's girl
alone in the world...
Memories Of The Heart
Little hand held my finger...
Tidal waves of anguish
Tear at my bleeding heart...
Another bruise on her face
Another bruise in her heart...
The boulder was lifted, that kept me from...
Beneath it, this whole time, my heart had been...
Is it because I'm not afraid to say
Exactly how I feel...
IF I WERE TO DIE TONIGHT
So tell me mother, if I were to die tonight...
You always listen to me
and understand what i do or say...
I set out in this world,
Confident it was the right thing to do...
I wish I could tell you all the things that must...
But that'd be so hard now, now that your dead...
She sits in her room, staring at her knife,
Trying to figure out if it's the right thing to...
Once upon a time over hills of green, and above...
This girl was depressed, always crying and never...
My eyes conceal such heartbreak
Tales of carnage now descend...
`Collab with James...
Tell me where's your heaven daddy?
Where does your soul reside...
This is a poem I am happy to say was written by...
Never give up...
I place my hand upon your cheek,
the words are hard for you to speak...
When I'm going crazy and in desperate need of a...
If I need to cry or I am overwhelmed with pain...
I guess this is the end,
I pray to God that there is more...
This poem was written with the help of my friend...
Personally I am very proud of the results of this...
You smell of rain
and your skin is...
Everything I write comes to me,
And I write it down unexpectingly...
She wakes with pain in her body
and stains on her skirt...
Hey daddy, I'm right here -
Can't you see me...
How can I stop the tears from falling when the one...
How could you do this to me daddy...
Daddy, can you hear me?
i'm calling out to you...
Your name is written on my heart
And it bleeds because of you...
I am so sad ,my heart is crying
you really think ,that i was lying...
What do you do
when nobody's there...
Four best friends in one photo booth.
Smiling and laughing, enjoying the fun...
Rising up and down is the sun
With each day and dawn...
Cry my angel
your safe in my arms...
I know that you'll always be there for me.
Through thick and thin your stuck to my skin...
When life puts you down,
and throws obstacles in your way...
Feeling so empty
My heart begins to break...
Everyone thinks they know her
the one who always smiles...
You're sitting there,
late at night...
Sometimes i feel like I'm different inside
Ive felt pain too deep it hurts to hide...
She really scared me tonight
everything went from black to white...
I was there when you needed someone
you were always there for me...
A year ago today
You lay in the hospital bed...
The pain sorrow continues to grow...
with each passing day...
Mommy please wake up...
i need you now...
**This poem is a stanza by stanza conversation...
My razor blade so small and shiny...
Bitter, Broken, Utterly Confused
Not pleased with what I had to do...
For All The Time Im Frowning
For All The Time I Cry...
Your sitting with me
its safe and sound...
Sitting at the dinner table, they ask you about...
You start complaining on and on how nothing goes...
A little girl
on the floor...
When happiness is just a dream
In memory's distant past...
Numbing silence
As I walk through the door...
It sucks to be a heartbreaker
can't you see...
The beautiful angel will never fly
she's too busy drowning...
My heart is hurting
Lord...
You're about to hear a story
So have an open ear...
I've decided on my plan
i know what i will do...
I'm sorry if I'm runnin through your head
and i keep you up at night...
Do not cry
When one is to die...
A love so deep, so divine
thrashing at her battered heart...
I watch over my shoulder
to see a stranger...
Reach for you
like we're worlds apart...
"NO!" She screams inside her head,
"I don't want to end up dead"...
Dear Daddy,
I waited for you to come home...
There must be an Angel
By my side this night...
A whispered kiss
drags you into the abyss...
I walked upon a beach one day
the waves were lapping near...
Forgive me Lord I've fallen
I'm down by the wayside...
Bleeding from the wrists
I've done it again...
He told me i could leave
but if i wished to try...
Sometimes just a simple smell
Lingering around...
Today i claim back whats mine
I'm not sure what it is...
This poem doesn't represent the feelings that I...
I know it's not really good, yet I hope you'll...
Today I came upon
One of the most painful things I will ever see...
Once a year your day would come,
And I would play the role of daughter...
Im already dead,
Does it matter anymore...
Shit can be horrible at times.
You may feel like you cant go on...
The separation of our hearts, tears me a million...
Knowing that you are there, is so hard, its...
To Twinkle Toes,
You left me a letter so I'm going to reply...
Breathing in oxygen that hits you like poison
Wincing in pain to every move you make...
My Brother:
I was about 4 or 5, when my 1st nightmare started...
You built these walls around you
To try to encage yourself...
I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth...