like thesun rises everyday - so do i... everyday the weather is different than the day before and so i notice the same everyday when i wake up. The weather explores my mind and fixes broken veins or breaks fixed veins altho my mind is not a body... When it rains i feel my tears pour out of my eyes just like the raindrops pour out of the grey cloudy sky. and when the sun shines i shine with him. But always there is an empty spot in my heart for feelings that i dont have at the moment... Strange powers flood in my mind to abstract serious thoughts and use them against me. im not a happy person and i never write 'i' with a capital