Hmm about me...well I do not consider myself a poet or anything like that I just enjoy writing to get away from things and keep me sane...if I have a problem I find writing relaxing...if I wake up in the night with words in my head i'll grab a pen and write them down working them out and making sense of them in the morning...I don't just think hey I know I'll write a poem and bam sometimes I'll just be sitting doing nothing and things just flow...I guess the not thinking to much is when the good stuff happens....if i contemplate on something for too long I get bored and move on and yea I hope you all enjoy reading my work although most of it is very depressing...I just find it hard to write happy things down because the saddness to me feels much more worth writing about I don'tknow it makes sense in my head...anyways thanks for looking and for any ratings or comments received I am very grateful :) |
Everyone around me,
sick and they are dying...
There's nothing but a void inside of me
no one can see it, but i can feel...
When the sun takes away the night,
There is still darkness within our souls...
You wish me to be happy, joyous and smile
So I put on my act, felling sad all the while...
Happiness, joy, wonderment and glee,
all of these emotions, they are wasted on me...
My eyes hurt, the tears they burn,
Happiness, when will it be my turn...
The next time it happens just let me fall
Who truly cares, i'll tell you who...no one at...
I'll make you a deal with hope that all will be...
lets swap lives, gives me yours and ill give you...
I drift to sleep and start my dreams,
crying out in silent screams...
Rain soaked footsteps walking down a lonely...
entering the outside world, past the trellis of...
I once was happy, full hopes and dreams, |
Piece by piece it falls apart |
An everlasting sleep is what i truly need |