Its not that I dont love you. I just honestly dont think Im strong enough to face the reality...that you dont love me back.

Im caught in between two feelings for you
love, because it was the first, undying and true
i was there for you like i thought you were there for me
and hate, burning up my love and begging you to leave

In you i placed all of my heart
in you i placed all of my trust
in the end it was torn apart
in the end it was all for lust

I only wanna be your shooting star...

Im the type of girl who wishes on every shooting star...that maybe someday she will have the strength to believe her wishes will come true.

Im finally to the point, ive been hurt so bad so many times, that i dont even feel the pain anymore...its almost like im numb

Your words, that once were like knives, are now only stronger doses of morphine, making me oblivious to pain.

And now im running away...not completely sure what from. maybe if i knew why i was so scared...i would be able to face it.

Once apon a time...i was happy. The End.

Oh so Lovely...yet falling apart.