Why am i trying when all i do is end up crying! :'(

I know i messed up, i know i was rude, i know i was mean and i know there is no reason in anyones right mind of why you should forgive me. but i still love you even after all we have been through.

The words i couldn't say are quickly coming now, but your not here to hear them.

The words come to my mind and i mouth them with my lips...but i just can't say it. You turn and walk away and when im alone i finally say...im sorry, i love you.

Im missing you, its killing me, i can't even stay on my feet. this can't be over...this can't be it. i know you love me and i love you.

Why am i lieing. why am i saying i don't want you? when all i want is to be in your arms, in your life. i don't need you im saying but i can't live my life without you.

My world is falling, my tears are crashing, and my heart is breaking. But I remain stubborn through all my pain. it will never go away.

Can i hurt anymore? is it all from you? my pain is not only in my head it is bringing my body to its bed. im done with you im done with love im done with being hurt. im done im not over you. but im done.

One day me the next day her. one day him the next day you. were players falling for each other and creating an endless circle of heartbreak for ourselves and others.

I can't imagine myself without you. i can't imagine living without you. i can't my life without you. but i guess i don't have to imagine i guess i have to live it.