Who am i
i am the girl who laughs but really cries beneath...

I'm sitting here now wondering
what your doing...

The road to my heart
leads nowhere...

I look up from the ground
your eyes don't leave me...

When did this begin
because i know how it ends...

You smiled at me as we sat there together i missed...
we've never really ever talked like this before...

I walked through the door leading to the hall
the phone rang but i wish we didn't answer it now...

2 cuts on Monday
3cuts on Wednesday...

The blade that cuts my wrist is my best friend
the only one i can count on to be there at my end...

I walked away today knowing that if i stayed i...
it hurts to know i cannot let go of the memories...

Some people say I'm ugly
some people say I'm a dork...

"I smiled today because i got to wake up one...
Every day i wake up and go to school with a smile...